caught up in this house
trapped my very own self in the snare of my mind
no more space than a slither
what i'd give for deep breath inside
where the chaos has me captive
where there's no exit sign
where i fuel the stupid fire with these feelings of mine
lured into this den
it's bitter and i want the sweetness again
a taste that i agree with
get me past these perils and to my eden
where the silence is a comfort
where there is no one else
where i'll be up from under and can uncurl myself.
too many, too much, too hard
help me, this time i went too far
too many, too much, too hard
help me, this time i went too far
can i smash all of this open
can i pass the hurt with a little pain
i wanna see all of it crumble
and start afresh and over again
my eyes are wide open
but i can hardly see
will laughter find a way around these silent tears
too many, too much, too hard
help me, this time i went too far
too many, too much, too hard
help me, this time i went too far
